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10/29/2004 03:11:09 AM
Been a long time
So I haven't written anything in a few days someone reminded me so yeah I guess I should. For those in the know the zero hour for our Halloween party is fast approaching so get your ghouls in order and get your ass to the spot on sat. nite! I just got word today from Brian, everyone's favorite former ferengi, Groth, that he is coming to town fri. And will be here on Saturday to regale us all with tales of life in NYC!!
Do you have someone special in your life? I do. Well most of the time I think so anyway. I wish I was able to read minds but I can't. I'm the type who feels things and has to speak about them, sometimes at the expense of others feelings. I have to say, though, that my self imposed Policy Of Truth has actually made most of the relationships in my life stronger. I expect my friends to be brutally honest with me and I return the honesty in kind. There are several hard truths that I face daily, I'm overweight, I have serious bouts of lazy, and I worry so much about things that I sometimes make myself sick. There are however several not so hard truths that help me every day. I'm relatively optimistic, I love my life and the friends I've been blessed with, and I am a kick ass geek with a wealth of nerd knowledge and "street cred". I value honesty a great deal. I also value love and the truth of love. I'm still not sure what love is. Sometimes I think it is that empty ache in the pit of my stomach that I feel when all I want to do Is reach out and hold someone and feel them holding on to me. I felt that closeness recently. I felt that connection and nearness of another soul caught up in the struggle , reaching out just like me for something to grasp, something that can last and be nourishing and bring me peace. I crave peace. Solace. I want to feel like everything will be ok. I want ..... Someone.
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10/19/2004 02:49:48 AM
Ouch that's my heart
Love
what in the world was god up to when he laid out the rules of attraction between men and women? Love hurts? Love stinks? Why is there so much negativity associated with the most positive of emotions? Opposites attract I guess. Boo Hiss.
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10/18/2004 01:51:32 PM
Scriptless
Huzzah!
Another fun Sunday night at second city. Things are improving and I am glad. Just getting warmed up for the Halloween bash and I can't wait. I'm going to a haunted house tonight so I will be in the mood for scaryness!
Barry got an X-BOX! Good times.
Those of you who know me know that there are few things I love more in this world than Penny Arcade. If you would be so kind, please visit their site through the link here on my page. They have just started the second annual child's Play charity drive, which provides video games, toys and money, to children's hospitals with needy families around the country. It's a worthwhile endeavor and any support you can muster would be greatly appreciated. Tycho and Gabe, those guys have, like, giant Rancor sized hearts.
Music
Guided by Voices latest is a bittersweet triumph as it is to be their final album. It is still another example of Bob Pollards superlative songcrafting abilities. Go buy it.
The new Fat Boy Slim is utter garbage, and I love Fat Boy Slim. Skip it! palookaville indeed.
The new Prodigy is a must. Always Outnumbered Never Outgunned!
I shall address you all anon
TFP
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10/16/2004 08:47:01 PM
Team America. Fuck Yeah!
If you have yet to see this film, go now and do so. So very funny. Granted, one must approach this masterpiece with the right frame of mind, puppet sex being what it is and all, but it is immeasurably entertaining and fun. Parker and Stone are my heroes for having the audacity and temerity to make this thing fly. I doff my cap good sirs!
Trek is still kind of tense but getting better. There was a big wedding this evening on the bridge with many Klingons in attendance. The bride was a Trill. A very nice group of folks and I wish them the best. It is always a treat when guests in costume are polite and want to play along with us full time space monkeys. I finally found some jeans yesterday. Good jeans are hard to find. I picked up Midway arcade treasures 2, yipiee! I also found a HALO 2 Master Chief figure. Can you taste Nov.9 yet?
Finally a big shout out to my home slice DJ Skilz, AKA Pizza, for landing a gig for the Radio Music Awards. My man will be rippin it up on the ones and twos later this month. Holla.
luv
TFP
**(This post has been edited by the WebGod because Paul, despite receiving a high school diploma, cannot spell and cannot retain basic information, such as the fact that it's "skilz", not "skills", and the "RMA", not "MTV", and that yes, he likes young boys.)
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10/14/2004 09:24:44 PM
Breath
I , man I don't even know where to start.
I've worked as hard in the past ten days as I have in my entire life. The problem is I feel empty inside. Star Trek is undergoing massive changes and we are losing some people, good people. The characters are unaffected by the change but that just makes me feel weird. The fact that my job is not in immediate jeopardy is the closest thing to a job related "perk" that I have had in months. Boo, Hiss. We are halfway through the teaching semester with second city , so once that drops off my schedule I plan on thoroughly enjoying the holidays and the big 30! I need to plan a 30,000 mile check up at the doctor. I wish I had a cool doc out here but I just don't trust medicine. I have yet another promo tomorrow but I,m not being paid extra and I have to be at work crazy early. So I will try to leave crazy early. I want a new car. I want a new president. I want a new drug, in the Huey Lewis sense of the word.
Love
TFP
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10/11/2004 03:25:45 AM
Finally Rock Star
Wow
Tonight I had a really fantastic scriptless show, followed by a super cool group of girls from Kansas telling me how funny I am. Ladies and gentelmen, I propose that life perhaps gets no better than mine.
TFP
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10/9/2004 01:27:02 AM
Katamari
Barry is as good as his word. He helped me make a mix CD tonite. I love him so. Rick came over after we played some MK online. I cant believe XBN gave Deception a 5 !!!! I feel like canceling my subscription! Well Darren came by with treats for all! Rick got a cup of Slurpee with Master Chief on it! Halo has officially taken over 7-11 I guess. I really need some sleep so that's next on the agenda. Don't forget friends, clear your calendar for the Halloween party Oct 30!! Details soon!! I am so tired that is why there are so many exclamation points. Sorry.
TFP
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10/8/2004 01:26:47 AM
Halo
This months cover of xbn has a beautiful master chief on the cover. The end times are nigh. O have you played you some Mortal Kombat? If not go get it for your xbox. So Much Fun!!! I love that series and I truly love an online fighter with a smooth and easy interface. Glorious game. I give it 5 Pauls, the highest rating possible. DOA has its work cut out for it.
All the love
TFP
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10/6/2004 11:31:38 PM
Boo hiss
Damn!
I bought a CD recorder and it just refuses to work! This mans another trip to the Best Buy, clearly a misnomer where fancy electronic gizmos are concerned. Is it too much for me to wish for the ability to simply insert two compatible pieces of media in the same machine and get a copy made? Can it be this hard? I guess I'm spoiled. As a youth I had a totally bad ass boom box with a duel cassette deck and high speed dubing built right in. Fool, I had some mad mix tapes. I used to bring the boom box with me on Quick Recall away matches. I sat in the back of the bus with the other ten or so nerds with my box and a cassette carry case holding sixty tapes. Mostly rap and they might be giants. Ice T and the Disney afternoon soundtrack. Don't act like you don't know the second verse of the gummy bears theme, cause you do!! But now things are just like a crazy circus where children are trampled by elephants and I can't find my parents and all the clowns are bleeding from the ears because someone killed the music. Damn. Why lordy why.
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10/5/2004 03:41:48 PM
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Well,
I need more time. I need months, maybe years to figure it all out. Hear me people, we are living too fast. This week has slowed down to a speed approaching sound but I still wish I could hear what's going on before it hits me. Physically I feel great lately. My emotions are on the flying trapeze. Plans are just starting for the Halloween bash. I cant wait. The second city link works now as does super yum yum 2. More improvements to come.
love
TFP
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10/2/2004 02:41:55 AM
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Eternal Sunshine
Finally saw this film. Really loved it. Kate Winslet with blue hair, that is all I need. So very Rei. Again tonight I am hit with the profound realization that reality, being only what we perceive, can be shaped and formed in what ever way we wish, simply by learning to manipulate and interpret differently what we perceive. We can do anything. Except not sleep.
TFP
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10/1/2004 01:55:57 AM
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Hello America
Well I watched the "debate". I feel Kerry came out on top, but it's kind of like comparing the Simpsons to the Smurfs. One is thoughtfully, provocative, has something relevant to say about life and our society and one is clearly aimed at children. This site is still being worked on but it is coming along so well. Barry is a genius, and a fine soldier for the empire.
Much love
TFP
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